Chapter 102 Persuasion
Chapter 102 Persuasion
"Well, let's talk about it later, I will send people back first."
As Mu Song said, before Lu Yuan could react, he immediately dragged An Heng into the elevator, sent him to the taxi, and repeatedly asked him to return home after reporting his safety.
As soon as he got out of the elevator, the voice-activated light came on in response to the sound, and it shone on Lu Yuan, who was sitting at the elevator entrance with his head down. It was a pitch-black mass, like an oversized abandoned object.
Mu Song thought that Lu Yuan was so drunk that he fell asleep in the corridor, so he walked over, squatted down, trying to wake him up, but he looked at Lu Yuan with incomparably clear eyes.
Mu Song: ...
"You, why are you sitting here?"
"Wait for you."
"Wait for me? What, what?"
"Didn't you say, let's talk about it later?"
Mu Song: ...
"I said turn around, but didn't say it's today... Well, you get up first, the ground is cold, it's getting late, go back to sleep first, and talk when you wake up, okay?"
Mu Song felt that he was already very interesting, agreed to talk, and gave a clear time point, Lu Yuan should be satisfied, but the man still sat motionless, staring at him sullenly, with complicated eyes.
"You, you're almost done. Don't think it's useful to practice meditation. If you're happy to sit, just sit. I'll go back first."
As Mu Song said, he wanted to get away and leave, but was grabbed by Lu Yuan.
"what?!"
"Are you so sad that day?"
"what?"
"On Liu Di's birthday, I abandoned you and took Liu Di to the hospital. Are you so sad?"
Mu Song was stunned.
Never thought that Lu Yuan would bring up the old account that day, which caught Mu Song a little off guard and didn't know how to respond for a while.
What happened that night caused him a huge trauma, otherwise, he would not be able to force him to recognize the hopeless truth of this relationship and make up his mind to cut it off quickly.
But as time goes by, the memory is fading, and the wound is slowly healing.
In addition, in the past six months, Lu Yuan's atonement-like dedication has also played a lot of positive effects, making the pain that suffocated him have become more and more shallow.
So much so that when asked suddenly at this time, Mu Song couldn't recall his emotions at that time.
But if you really want him to say, "Everything is over", he still can't say it.
The scar still exists, but he has already looked forward and doesn't want to care about it anymore.
Therefore, Mu Song didn't say anything, just looked at Lu Yuan quietly, watching his originally clear eyes gradually climb up to bright red blood, under the mist of water vapor, it was shocking.
"I'm sorry, I'm really too stupid and self-righteous, otherwise I wouldn't be able to handle such a simple problem and make you so sad. I'm really, really sorry."
Now, Mu Song was even more shocked and speechless.
If today, Lu Yuan is furious like before, Mu Song still knows how to deal with it.
But who would have thought that Lu Yuan would make such a sincere apology, which really caught him off guard. He didn't know what to say, and even felt a little guilty because he missed the appointment temporarily today.
Lu Yuan kept asking him if he was "also" so sad. The meaning was that after experiencing the heart-wrenching pain of being missed today, he compared his heart to his heart.
"Well, you get up first, if you have anything to say, let's talk about it tomorrow."
Mu Song was in a mess and couldn't figure out what to do. He didn't know what to say to Lu Yuan, so he could only comfort Lu Yuan first and let him stop making such endless troubles.
"Go back... Leave me alone, I'll be quiet for a while."
Lu Yuan didn't listen at all.
"You can't be quiet when you go home?! You have to sit here! Go, go, go, don't act like a moth..."
Mu Song felt that there was no reason to be confused with the wine. He grabbed Lu Yuan's arm and wanted to fish it up, but he couldn't.
"Are you finished?! What the hell is going on? Isn't it just letting you go? As for dying or living?
In the past, you didn't let me go..."
"I haven't had..."
Lu Yuan raised his head and looked at Mu Song, the sadness in his eyes was unspeakably strong.
"I promise you that I have fulfilled all my promises. I have done so before, and I will continue to do so in the future."
Mu Song was stunned.
Although he always knew that Lu Yuan was a man of great faith, but after so many years, who could remember everything clearly?
So, with a casual sentence, I wanted to stab Lu Yuan and tell him to stop doing it quickly. Who would have thought that he would ask this question, but Mu Song couldn't think of an example where Lu Yuan released his pigeons.
Look at the dog man's aggrieved and injured look...
Could it be that he really cares so much about making promises to himself?
Mu Song's heart twitched, he lowered his head, a little embarrassed, after all, he still did something wrong today.
"Okay, if you say there is no, then there is no. I was wrong, and I apologize to you. You are a big man, and you are trying to save my face. Don't be angry. Go back to sleep first. If you have something to say, we will talk about it tomorrow."
As Mu Song said, he stretched out his hand again to pull Lu Yuan, but Lu Yuan grabbed him and pulled him into his arms with a little effort.
Lu Yuan's breath, mixed with the strong smell of alcohol, quickly spread along Mu Song's nasal cavity, like a poisonous poison, making Mu Song unable to move, so Lu Yuan could only let Lu Yuan hug him tightly like a treasure .
"You, is there something wrong with you? Are you uncomfortable at home? You must blow the wind in this aisle"
"I'm not sick, I just don't know what to do without you..."
Lu Yuan's slightly cool lips came close to Mu Song's ear, opening and closing, intentionally or unintentionally rubbing against Mu Song's sensitive ear, and the hot breath of alcohol was also sprayed on his blushing auricle.
"Well, don't do this, I..."
"Baby, tell me, what should I do? I have no choice but to do everything I can think of, but you still refuse to forgive me, what should I do?
People say that you only turn back when you hit the south wall, but I smashed my head, and I still don’t want to turn back, I can’t turn back, what should I do?
Baby, tell me, what should I do?
You said, what should I do? "
Lu Yuan called out "baby" one after another, causing Mu Song to have goosebumps all over his body. His ears, which were already soft, were raked in a mess, and he had no strength to struggle, but his mouth still refused to let go.
"What's the mess? How do I know what to do with you! You, let me go quickly..."
"Why don't you know? Huh? What do you want from me before you forgive me? How can you not know?"
Mu Song: ...
This dog man is really amazing, he can go so far as to mess around.
Can't answer the question, pestering the questioner to ask for a standard answer, only he can do it!
"Forgive or not, you and I, it's no longer a matter of not forgiving..."
Mu Song was helpless, muffled, and confided his unhappiness.
After such a long time, Lu Yuan still thought that he was losing his temper, that as long as he tried to please him, he could forgive him, and then he could go back to the past?
Mu Song thought to himself, Bai Xia has been talking earnestly for so long, but the dog man still doesn't realize the crux of their conflict.
But seeing Lu Yuan's dead state now, Mu Song didn't intend to waste his time talking, he just wanted to get him back quickly, when he heard Lu Yuan pout his nose and opened his mouth very sadly.
"I understand, I understand It's not a matter of forgiving or not, you just don't want me anymore."
Mu Song: ...
"You are not an object, what do you want?"
"But you used to say that every part of me belongs to you!"
……
Mu Song's eyelids twitched, thinking, the dog man has a really good memory!No wonder he was able to manage such a large group while still having the energy to compete with himself.
"Then what, it's winter, if you really want to have a blast with this place, I won't stop it, but I'm cold, please let go."
Seeing that it was useless to talk good or bad, Mu Song had no patience to spend any more, and finally calmed down, and gave an ultimatum in a cold voice.
I thought that Lu Yuan would pester him for a while, but he didn't expect this person to let go without any delay.
"Okay, you go back, good night."
"..."
Taking a deep breath, Mu Song stood up, stared at Lu Yuan for a few seconds, then turned around and went home, shutting out the cold winter air together with Lu Yuan.
After entering the door, Mu Song's heart was still in a mess, and he smelled like Lu Yuan all over his body, so he couldn't help but think about it.
I fell on the bed and couldn't fall asleep for a long time, so I just got up and took a good shower, and changed into clean clothes, but even if there was no smell of Lu Yuan, I still felt restless.
While blowing his hair, Mu Song rubbed his forehead hard, but he still couldn't get out of his mind the last glimpse of Lu Yuan squatting in the aisle before entering the door.
That was Lu Yuan, who he had never seen before, who was a hundred times more lonely than Lu Yuan who failed to confess his love to Liu Di back then.
Back then, just because he saw the loneliness of Lu Yuan's failed confession, he spent ten years of his life alone and courageously. Now, how can he turn a blind eye?
wipe……
This dog man is really the evil star in his life!
Mu Song angrily threw the towel into the laundry basket, turned around and left the bathroom, walked to the door, and looked out through the peephole.
The dog man is actually still there...
Glancing at the time, it has been an hour since he entered the door, and the dog man is just sitting outside.
It was already the twelfth lunar month of winter, and at this point, the temperature had to drop to about zero degrees. In addition, the damp and cold in the south of the Yangtze River penetrated into the bones of people.
Thinking of the smell of alcohol all over Lu Yuan's body, Mu Song really suspected that he passed out from drunk.
If I just slept like this for one night...
Mu Song didn't dare to think about the consequences.
Hey……
With a long sigh, Mu Song reluctantly opened the door, trying to push Lu Yuan to wake him up, but who knows, the dog man who thought he was drunk enough to fall asleep raised his head upon hearing the sound, and looked straight at Mu Song.
"What's the matter with you? Are you really desperate? Go back to me quickly!"
Mu Song couldn't understand Lu Yuan's self-abuse behavior.
If he doesn't come out, is this man going to sit like this all the time?Who are you sitting for?Did he think that this would make him change his mind? !
When did the rational Lu Jinglei become so demented?
Mu Song got angry, walked up to Lu Yuan in two or three steps, and stopped talking nonsense, just hugged him and was about to pull him up, but was startled by the cold air on his body.
"Fuck, you're going to be frozen meat! Why don't you get up quickly and go home immediately."
"Leave me alone, I don't want to go home."
……
"Why? Do you have a scourge in your house?"
Mu Song glared at Lu Yuan, expressing his incomprehension, but Lu Yuan didn't even look at him, just lowered his head, mumbling to himself.
"As soon as I got home, I could see a table of dishes I made without touching them. Now, they are all cold and not tasty, so I have to pour them down...
I just thought of myself, no matter what I do, you don’t want it anymore, just like the leftovers that have gone cold, they can only be thrown out like garbage, removed from your life.
In this way, you can welcome a new life, a new person, and don’t want me anymore..."
Mu Song: ...
Looking at Lu Yuan's pale face, the sadness that could not be concealed between his brows and the corners of his eyes, Mu Song thought to himself, this man is probably really sick...
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The author has something to say:
Mu Song: Hello, 600 Wanping Road?There is a patient here, how can I receive treatment?
Lu Yuan: Wife, don’t bother, no one can cure me except you.../Star Eye
Mu Song: ...Well, hurry up, you may be completely hopeless if you are late!
Lu Yuan: Woohoo, I just want to love someone well, why is it so difficult?
Among them: Tan Tan, "One Hundred Thousand Love Skills", read it.
Lu Yuan: ...
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