Chapter 70 Miss You
Chapter 70 Miss You
That night, and later, Mu Song talked about many things that he hadn't said in ten years.
Among them, Lu Yuan has read a large part of it from "Cows and Dogs Discord".
When I was reading it, my heart ached, but I didn't expect that after listening to Mu Song's words, the feeling of wanting to turn back time was many times heavier.
But besides hugging Mu Song tightly, pressing on his heart, and then saying "I'm sorry" and "I love you" over and over again.
Lu Yuan didn't know what other ways he could use to express his heart.
Because it hurts too much!
It hurts not only for Mu Song, but also for the time he failed, and the love that Mu Song still flowed deep in that time.
Indeed, as Mu Song said, compared with the waiting and disappointment he suffered in the past ten years, his experience in the past few months is really nothing.
The details that he ignored intentionally or unintentionally, as well as Mu Song's feelings, have become a mountain of heavy debts, making him breathless.
what can we do about it?
Looking at the person who was gradually sleeping in his arms, Lu Yuan was extremely exhausted physically and mentally, and his head was so painful that it was about to split open.
After thinking hard and thinking, there is still no solution, so he can only hold Mu Song tightly as if he was a life-saving straw.
"I know, I'm not qualified to ask your forgiveness, but I really have no other choice.
I can only wrong you, bear with me, and let me make up for my previous mistakes.
Otherwise, I really don't know how to proceed.
I'm afraid of the days without you...
Please, give me another chance. "
Lu Yuan gently kissed Mu Song on the forehead, missed his face, and buried his head in Mu Song's neck.
Like a loyal swan, with neck-to-neck posture, embracing her lover, she enters the good night.
The next day, Mu Song woke up first.
Feeling the sound of breathing in the ear, and the strength imprisoning the body, I recalled the words I said to Lu Yuan last night when I was half drunk and half awake...
For a moment, goose bumps all over his body.
In fact, Mu Song has always been a restrained person. His usual carelessness and sharp teeth are just his protective shell to hide his soft heart.
He has never been ashamed to express his deepest emotions.
Because, in his subconscious, these emotions are too personal, no one cares about them except himself.
Speaking out is of no use other than exposing one's fragility.
Will Lu Yuan understand him and cherish him because of this?
Naturally not.
Therefore, these years, the more sad and sad Mu Song is, the more he refuses to speak. At most, he uses the stories in his novels to relieve him.
But yesterday, he said so much in one breath like pouring beans, and thinking about it now, he was so ashamed.
What's more, he vaguely remembered that when he was talking, Lu Yuan hugged him, cried and apologized, and said "I love you"...
This scene, in the novel, is bloody, let alone it happened to him in real life.
Thinking of this, Mu Song's already hungover head is really one head and two big.
But at the moment, Lu Yuan hugged him tightly in his arms like a cherished doll, unable to move, and Mu Song's head became even bigger.
How to do it?
Push, you can't push it away, but Lu Yuan's warm breath, if there is nothing, sprayed on his most sensitive ear, it is really...
Mu Song endured it for a long time, finally couldn't take it anymore, twisted his body, trying to break free from this embarrassing situation.
But as soon as he moved, Lu Yuan woke up, and asked in a daze, "Well... are you awake?"
Lu Yuan turned his head, his sleepy eyes were half-closed, and he looked at him dimly, which made Mu Song's heartbeat slow down by half a beat, and his face suddenly turned red.
Lu Yuan's handsome face and eyes have always been his favorite part.
However, when this person is awake, there is always a superior arrogance and sharpness in his eyes, only in this half-dream and half-awake state, tenderness is more than shrewdness.
Therefore, with just a glance at the eyes that Mu Song had loved for ten years, it was easy to suppress his annoyance just now.
It even evoked a trace of an imperceptible charming mood.
"Ahem...that, let go of me, let's... um..."
Before Mu Song could say, "It's not suitable for us", Lu Yuan's good morning kiss stuck in his throat.
A light kiss, without the aggression of desire, on the contrary, it reveals careful cherishing.
"Morning~"
Lu Yuan pouted his nose, and with an already magnetic voice, he said good morning, abruptly, and was asked with a variety of accents.
Mu Song: ...
Staring at the face in front of him, with the charm of both a mature man and a youthful youth, Mu Song reasonably suspected——
This dog man is... seducing | seducing him!
"Ahem... What time is it early?! Let go, I want to take a shower."
As Mu Song said, just as he was about to struggle, Lu Yuan consciously let go, kissed him on the forehead quickly, and got out of bed first.
"Lie down for a while, I'll get you some water..."
……
Looking at Lu Yuan's attentive back, Mu Songru couldn't help feeling a little nervous when he saw the weasel greeting the chicken.
"Wow wow wow..."
The sound of running water came from the bathroom, and soon, Lu Yuan walked back to the bedroom, took a menu, went to the bedside, and handed it to Mu Song.
"What do you want for breakfast? I'll send it up."
Mu Song stared at Lu Yuan for a long time, and finally, he didn't take the order.
He got up and got out of bed, walked around Lu Yuan, took a clean bathrobe from the closet, and walked into the bathroom.
He was ignored, but Lu Yuan was not discouraged. Through the bathroom door, he reported all the dishes on the menu like a cross talk.
"There are so many meals and vegetables, take a look, what do you want to eat.
Or, just have rice noodles in chicken soup, light, I remember you like to eat soup..."
……
"I'm sick!"
You can't even take a bath quietly!
Mu Song yelled and finally made Lu Yuan shut up, but after a while of silence, he heard Lu Yuan's voice again.
This time, obviously, he was more cautious.
"I'll be earlier... You can eat hot food when you come out."
Hearing the concern in Lu Yuan's words, apart from having a headache and being helpless, Mu Song couldn't restrain himself, but he still felt a little soft-hearted.
After being silent for a long time, he returned impatiently.
"Go downstairs to the restaurant to eat."
"Okay! Listen to you."
After getting the reply, Lu Yuan finally breathed a sigh of relief——
He also likes to talk to himself.
Moreover, if you go to the restaurant for buffet breakfast, you need a room card, which means that Mu Song is still willing to have breakfast with him...
After the "re-education" last night, it was beyond Lu Yuan's expectation to have such a harmonious morning.
Feeling good for a moment, she turned around and went to the cloakroom to pick up clothes for Mu Song.
Mu Song is half a head shorter than him, but his arms and legs are quite long. Wearing his casual clothes, although they will look oversized, they are still wearable.
this is the color...
Lu Yuan likes the style of abstinence and indifference, and the colors of his clothes are mostly earth tones. Mu Song has always disliked him, calling him an "old man style".
However, Mu Song disliked him. Before, he liked to wear his clothes.
Moreover, he also boasted that Lu Yuan's "old man style" would look more interesting on a "young man" like him with red lips and white teeth.
"It's called 'boyfriend style', understand? The stupid son of the landlord's family."
"Okay, how dare you call me stupid! It's time to clean up, right..."
"Ahhh, I was wrong, I was wrong, Mr. Lu Ba let me go... um..."
Immersed in the sweet memories of the past, Lu Yuan was staring at the closet in a daze when he heard the bathroom door open with a "crash".
So, he hurriedly came back to his senses, turned around and wanted to greet Mu Song, came to choose clothes, but saw the scene that made him gasp in his chest.
Mu Song was wearing a hotel bathrobe with a low neckline and a high hem.
The long and graceful neck, the straight clavicle, and the shallow socket where they join are all visible.
Further down is his thin and narrow waist, which is even more cramped under the restraint of the belt.
And the two slender legs, under the infiltration of hot water, are tender and white, with a thin layer of blush, more attractive than washed fresh and crispy lotus root.
With just a glimpse of this situation, Lu Yuan's body and mind became uncontrollably hot...
And this enthusiasm was naturally reflected in his eyes, which made Mu Song excited, and felt that he was like a weasel grinding his teeth to bloodthirsty.
"You, you should hurry up and wash up. If it's later, breakfast will stop serving."
Seeing the nervousness on Mu Song's face, Lu Yuan realized that he had frightened him again.
Uncontrollably, there was a brief sourness in my heart, but it was quickly suppressed by reason.
After saying "the clothes are in the closet, you can pick whatever you want", took a change of clothes and went into the bathroom.
When Lu Yuan came out, Mu Song had already changed his clothes.
It was still his own old clothes from yesterday.
Lu Yuan's mood darkened. He didn't know whether Mu Song didn't like his clothes or his people.
"Hurry up, young master, it's already 08:30, and if it's later, there will only be leftovers..."
Mu Song sat on the sofa, shaking his legs, urging impatiently.
Whenever he gets impatient, he likes to call him Master Lu Yuan. Lu Yuan sounded quite beautiful before.
The inexplicable product came out. In the hot TV dramas of his mother's era, the young master and maid broke through the taboo of love between etiquette and law.
But later, I found out that Mu Song called Bai Xu the young master, and when I heard it again, I finally understood the teasing in Mu Song's tone.
"You...why do you call me 'Eldest Young Master'."
"Pfft...then why don't I call you Miss? All right, don't be silly, go quickly..."
Looking at Mu Song's vivid expression and listening to his brisk tone, Lu Yuan's slight unhappiness was fleeting.
Hastily packed up, took Mu Song together, and went to the restaurant.
This five-star hotel is located by the most famous freshwater lake in the southwestern border.
And its restaurant is just right, facing the vast blue lake.
The translucent one-piece glass wall allows the nearby lake light and distant mountain scenery to penetrate into the restaurant completely, like a vivid scroll.
Lu Yuan is picky about what he eats, and in addition to his usual fitness, he has to take the intersection between what he can eat and what he likes to eat, so it takes a lot of time to choose meals.
When he turned around the whole room and finally made up a plate, he looked around and saw Mu Song from a distance, sitting at a position by the window, leaning sideways, staring at the scenery outside the window in a daze.
Mu Song's figure is very thin, with a long neck, which is particularly tall and straight.
In addition, he faintly exudes a bookish atmosphere, and when he is quiet, he can always remind people of things related to art.
For example, at the moment, his figure is superimposed with the scenery behind him, and it looks very harmonious.
Turn this landscape painting into a portrait painting without realizing it.
The beauty of mountains and rivers is nothing but his background, and it is Lu Yuan, the beauty in the painting, who really firmly locks the eyes of the "painter".
Step by step, the closer you get, the clearer you can see, the more Lu Yuan sighs.
In the past ten years, have you been blind?
Otherwise, how could such a person be lost if he didn't hide it in his heart and take good care of him?
"Ahem, what are you thinking?"
Lu Yuan suppressed the regret that flooded up again, and sat opposite Mu Song with a plate.
"Thinking of you..."
Mu Song turned his head, and in his eyes was the spring scenery that was more beautiful than mountains, rivers and lakes.
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The author has something to say:
Lu Yuan: Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Mu Song: What's the rush?I don't even ask what I think of you...
Lu Yuan: ...Probably, it's not a good thing. / woo woo woo
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