Chapter 51 Tragedy
Chapter 51 Tragedy
"Brother Mu Song, where are you?"
where am I?
After a night of insomnia, Mu Song opened his eyes until seven or eight o'clock in the morning, before falling into a drowsy sleep.
At the moment, he was suddenly awakened by the ancient ringtone of the brick machine, and was also dazed.
It took a while before he remembered what happened yesterday, and how he "escaped" back to S City overnight.
And, on the way to escape, the "dangerous situation" encountered again.
……
As soon as the memory is picked up, the emotions also come back.
At this moment, Mu Song didn't know how to face Bai Xu.
I don't even know how to explain to him my behavior of fleeing overnight.
So, after deliberating for a long time, I finally decided to continue to maintain the status quo until the matter was clarified.
"Yesterday, I suddenly suffered from an old problem of migraine. I felt a little uncomfortable, so I went back to City S first. It was too late, so I didn't say hello to you..."
Mu Song tried his best to keep normal, and even left without saying goodbye, revealing a trace of apology in his words.
He thought that if he talked like this, he could barely fool him.
It's a pity that Bai Xu is not a fool, he knows the real motive behind his actions without thinking about it.
Therefore, after Mu Song finished speaking with a little guilty conscience, what responded to him was the silence of the opposite party who was disconnected.
"Hey, Xiaoxu, are you still listening? Hey..."
Still no sound.
"Um, are you disconnected? Then I hung up..."
"Brother Mu Song..."
"Ok?"
During the wait, Mu Song was very nervous, and the hand holding the phone was sweating a little.
"Forget it, let's talk when you come back. You should have a good rest first, and I'll hang up."
beep...
Before Mu Song could speak again, Bai Xu hung up on the other end, leaving only a series of phone prompts, which made Mu Song more embarrassed.
come back?
Say what?
The sweat in Mu Song's palms, like contagion, flooded to his vest, soaking his bright red pajamas.
How did things get like this?
Lying flat on the mat, watching the shadow of the sun move slowly on the ceiling, Mu Song couldn't pull up any strength.
Didn't he say that he is "the lone star of the devil"?
Why are these two involved?
That's all for Lu Yuan, speaking of it, it can be regarded as an unfinished front, but Bai Xu...
What is this child?
Thinking back on how he got along with Bai Xu in the past few months, Mu Song didn't think there was anything abnormal at all.
Isn't that true of friendship between straight men?
In addition, there are so many years of age difference between them, in addition to friendship, there is also some "family affection" from the previous generation.
The mutual care that goes far beyond that of neighbors, under the blessing of multiple friendships, really cannot be considered as crossing the line.
But knowing Bai Xu's intentions, from a different angle, and looking back at the past, especially after Lu Yuan came, Bai Xu's intentional or unintentional behavior...
The more Mu Song thought about it, the more his scalp felt numb, and the cold sweat kept pouring out, which wet the soft bamboo mat.
"Forehead……"
It can't be said, whether it's because he can't stand the stickiness of the body, or because of the confusion in his heart, Mu Song struggled to sit up, put on his slippers, and moved to the bathroom.
"Crash..."
The warm water splashed from the disheveled head, with a strong impact, hitting Mu Song's back, washing away the traces of sweat, and soaking his heart.
Over and over again, water droplets covered the whole body from head to toe, like the most gentle hug, refreshing Mu Song's tired body and mind.
And the body and mind became refreshed, and the thinking became broadened. Instead of being stuck in a dead end, he began to feel random emotions.
Man, what a transmuted species...
When he was young, Mu Song was afraid of water.
Other children would meet to swim in various indoor and outdoor waters as soon as summer came, but he couldn't learn how to do it.
The core obstacle is still fear.
I can't stand a little bit of pressure from water entering my nose and ears.
So, at a very young age, he was terrified of taking a shower.
But his mother refused to use the bathtub to save trouble, and always took him to the shower.
At that time, Mu Song really hated taking a bath.
But now, with the National People's Congress, the sense of control over oneself has gradually increased.
Not only is he not afraid of water, he has even learned to swim, and taking a shower has become the most convenient way for him to decompress.
A shower made Mu Song feel quite emotional, and even figured out his relationship with Bai Xu.
Although he is almost ten years older than himself, he is still an adult, and he should deal with feelings maturely.
Bai Xu has the freedom to like him, so he also has the right to reject him.
If Bai Xu told him well, Mu Song would also tell him clearly.
There was no bloody plot between them, and they talked openly and honestly, so the two of them might not be able to continue to be friends.
But if you really can't be friends, Mu Song doesn't think it's a big deal when it comes to meeting strangers.
After all, there is a definite number for the origin and the fall, and since the fate is exhausted, there is nothing to force.
In this regard, Mu Song, who has practiced Buddhism for several years, is still very affordable.
Otherwise, he wouldn't have cut off the ten-year entanglement with Lu Yuan in one fell swoop.
After figuring it out, Mu Song didn't panic anymore, and changed into clean clothes leisurely.
After casually eating some milk and bread, he went into the study and picked up the review progress that he had delayed for several days.
He got up late and didn't read books for several days. In order to catch up with the progress, Mu Song got into the review materials and forgot about the passage of time. It was not until the Wu Zang Temple broke out that he had to look at the time.
Yo, before I knew it, it was already four o'clock!
After stroking his growling stomach, Mu Song, who was overly brain-burned, had no energy to cook by himself, so he could only pick up the brick machine and give it to the snack bar across the road, and went to the ordering phone.
Although this snack bar is procrastinated and slow to deliver meals, it is clean and hygienic, and it can deliver food at no reserve price. Mu Song, who does not have a modern ordering app, has to make do with it.
As usual, I still ordered the third dish, pan-fried pork, fried tofu and vermicelli soup.
Some are dry, some are rare, and there are snacks. Mu Song, who pursues an ordinary life now, never tires of this ordinary combination.
So, after hanging up the phone, I continued to read while waiting patiently.
More than 20 minutes later, the doorbell rang. Mu Song, who was so hungry that his chest was pressed against his back, jumped up immediately as if he heard the holy voice, and hurried to open the door.
"Brother Mu Song."
……
"It's you, Xiaoxu."
The meal didn't arrive, but when Bai Xu arrived, Mu Song held his breath in his stomach, suppressing his hunger.
"Can I go in?"
Just like when he was not familiar with him, Bai Xu asked politely, with cautious eyes, in Mu Song's view, there was a hint of grievance.
"Of course! Come in."
Without further ado, Mu Song quickly let the door open, turned around, and brought another pair of slippers for Bai Xu.
"Are you back too? Are you done?"
Thinking of him leaving without saying goodbye and leaving the child alone in City H, Mu Song was still a little embarrassed, even though he was forced to do nothing.
"It's done, it was done yesterday."
Bai Xu bent over to change his shoes, Mu Song couldn't see his face clearly, and couldn't hear any emotion in his tone.
If Bai Xu got angry at him, or expressed other intense emotions, Mu Song, who had cleared his mind, knew what to do.
But he was fine, he didn't blame him for leaving without saying goodbye, and he didn't mention what happened last night, so Mu Song was a little at a loss.
This is, are you holding back your big move?Or, just give up?
Mu Song, who didn't know the situation, didn't want to act rashly, so he could only pretend that nothing happened, and chatted casually with Bai Xu as usual.
"Is the return journey going well?"
"Well, it went smoothly. I didn't meet the peak, and I drove back in two hours."
"Oh, that's nice..."
……
"Then have you eaten?"
"When leaving City H, I ate at the hotel, passed the service area on the way, and ate some snacks."
"Oh, I'm not hungry..."
……
That's it, Mu Song asked "casually", Bai Xu answered "normally", after chatting for two or three rounds, they couldn't continue, and both of them fell into silence.
The soft-hearted Mu Song is most afraid of this kind of silence, the death-like silence, for him, is full of invisible lethality.
……
"Uh, Xiaoxu, do you have something to tell me?"
Rather than being "Lingchi" by this silence of death, it's better to have a good time.
With the mood of "early death and early rebirth", Mu Song boldly raised this fatal question, then looked at Bai Xu, waiting for his reaction.
Today's Bai Xu, who usually sticks to his coquettish attitude, sat on the other sofa in an orderly manner, keeping a safe distance from Mu Song.
Hearing his question, he raised his head, his big eyes that did not sleep well, apart from their natural clarity and innocence, there was also a trace of exhaustion.
"Well, yes."
Bai Xu stopped talking halfway, and fell into silence again without knowing what he was thinking.
Deciding to bring up this topic just now has exhausted all of Mu Song's courage. Unexpectedly, Bai Xu would "hesitantly speak but stop".
This time, even if Mu Song was speechless, he couldn't ask anymore, otherwise, it would seem that he was pressing the question.
"Bang, bang, bang..."
The knock on the door sounded like a savior, and Mu Song was rescued from the trouble, without delay, he got up immediately.
"I'm coming……
……why you? "
Seeing Lu Yuan standing outside the door, Mu Song's face just turned green, and in an instant, it was greener than before.
Lu Yuan: ...
"Then you are waiting...why is he here?"
"I haven't asked yet, why are you here?!"
Looking at this troublemaker, remembering the old hatred and new hatred of the past two months, Bai Xu, who had been pretending to be fine, finally lost his composure, and rushed to the door in two or three steps.
"You all, give me a break!"
Fearing that they would move the battlefield to his own home, Mu Song immediately yelled to stop the situation before it got serious.
Unexpectedly, instead of intimidating the person who wanted to intimidate, it frightened the delivery boy in the elevator.
"Mr. Mu...you...your meal."
Mu Song: ...
"Your current food delivery speed is getting more and more fascinating!"
After waiting for so long, I came at the most embarrassing time...
Mu Song wondered if it was written in today's old calendar that "it is not suitable to order takeaway"!
If he didn't order takeaway, he wouldn't open anyone's door, and there wouldn't be the present moment, which was so embarrassing that he was in a house-stinging situation.
"No... I'm sorry, there are a lot of guests today, and the kitchen is too busy..."
"Okay, okay, bring it..."
"Hey, okay, I wish you a happy meal!"
The little brother was flustered, wishing to hurry up and leave, regardless of 21, he handed it directly to Lu Yuan who was closest to him, and ran away.
Mu Song: ...
It seems that today's meal is destined to be difficult!
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The author has something to say:
Mu Song: Give me the food...
Lu Yuan: Huh?Wife, are you hungry?Are you thirsty?How can such a plain old three be enough? /crazy hint
Mu Song: ... Get out!
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