blogombal Chapter 278 Blueprint for the Floating World (83-89)-32
Chapter 278 Blueprint for the Floating World (83-89)-32
Therefore, Xiuxiu focused her energy on the influence on Zhang Changan's character and outlook on life, and was not as anxious about her children's studies as she was in her previous life.
But that's just the way it is. If your character and outlook are correct, you won't have to worry about studying. Chang'an has always been among the best in the class.
Everything seemed to be going smoothly, but Xiuxiu was always unhappy.
Since Cui Lingzhi, as an outsider, can talk about the fact that she has not been pregnant for many years, it can be seen how others view it, so how could Zhang Jiancheng not have any ideas in his heart.
Back then, Xiuxiu had a check-up in the city and found that she had a cyst. It didn't require special treatment, but it was in a bad location. If it couldn't be absorbed and subsided over the years, it would be particularly difficult to get pregnant. Pregnancy depends on luck, and generally you won't have this luck. .
Xiuxiu quickly accepted this fact. She believed in her heart that this was a matter of rebirth. After all, God had shown mercy to her and allowed her to have this life that she could fully grasp.
When she got the result, she thought she was very calm, but she still cried as soon as she saw Zhang Qinghua. She couldn't hold back this uncomfortable thing, so she told her sister.
Qinghua was just stunned for a while, then scolded Xiuxiu: "The most important thing in life is life and death. There is nothing to be sad about not being able to conceive a child. You cry like this because you don't regard Chang'an as your biological child. You are selfish!"
After hearing what she said, Xiuxiu felt that it was too much, but in the past two years, she felt distressed every time she thought about the fact that Zhang Jiancheng had no biological children in his previous life.
Especially after what happened with Cui Lingzhi, she felt even more unhappy.
As a partner, she was qualified, but as a wife, there was one thing she really couldn't do for him.
Xiuxiu is not a pedantic person, but she can't make Zhang Jiancheng regret with her.
She calculated her age, and she was about to turn thirty. This matter could no longer be concealed. Every time she saw Zhang Jiancheng, she felt sad and regretful, and she always hoped that God would give her another miracle.
Zhang Jiancheng was too busy with projects in the city, so he started to report his itinerary with her again, and he came back once a month. Xiuxiu became increasingly unable to sit still at home, and gradually began to go to the city every Sunday to look for her. he.
Even if he returned to the dormitory of the project department after working very late, she would wait for him.
The first time he came without Zhang Changan, Zhang Jiancheng looked very happy and said that she was sensible and he was very relaxed when he was with her.
Later, Zhang Jiancheng would occasionally be very tired from his daily work. When he came back, he would hold her in his arms and fall asleep for a while. Xiuxiu felt sorry for him, but she couldn't give up her precious time.
She worked very hard and actively dedicated herself, but until the New Year's bell rang again and she turned twenty-nine, God did not promise her another miracle, and she still failed to conceive a child.
During the Spring Festival of 1989, Zhang Jiancheng made arrangements for his work and came back two days early to celebrate the New Year with his family.
Two days ago, he took care of various leaders, and all his subordinates came to take care of him as a leader. Everyone was busy at home and outside. It was not until New Year's Eve that the family finally sat down together to make dumplings.
Zhang Jiancheng spent the entire New Year's Eve trying not to look at his wife too hotly, because Xiuxiu had been so proactive in the past six months that it was really hard for him to control himself.
He didn't know why his wife suddenly became so hot and clingy. She came to see him every week, as if she couldn't live without him.
Unexpectedly, the nature of his job is that he constantly creates more fun in marriage than getting married. But in fact, he is not confident in himself. He is not sure how far Xiuxiu's love for him can go. He is outside the body, but in his heart. always tied to her,
In the past six months, Xiuxiu has become clingy, proactive and enthusiastic, making him feel needed and loved. After so many years of hard work, Xiuxiu finally takes him seriously, which makes him feel complete. A sense of happiness, full of motivation in career, and stronger feelings for his wife...
He stopped his passionate imagination and while making dumplings, while everyone was discussing the skit in the Spring Festival Gala, he quickly whispered in Xiuxiu's ear: "Find a way to keep your son on the first floor tonight..."
Xiuxiu is worried. She has completely lost confidence in herself and is ready to show off her cards to him on New Year's Eve.
When the clock was about to strike, the family and their children set off firecrackers downstairs.
Feng Dachuan, Zhao Xiaosheng and Zhang Jiancheng were like three older children, leading the three children to fire off cannons. Their playful and howling sounds revealed unrestrained joy.
Xiuxiu only felt that the psychological pressure was huge. As the childbearing age moved further and further back, those joys made her even more depressed. She finally couldn't help but grabbed Zhang Jiancheng's clothes and said, "I have something to tell you!"
Zhang Jiancheng threw a double kick, took Xiuxiu into his arms amidst the sound of firecrackers, smiled and reached out to pick off the cannon confetti on her head: "Why are you so serious? Just say whatever you want, and I will give you whatever you want. you!"
Xiu Xiu thought she was strong, but her eyes turned red as soon as she opened her mouth: "The problem of our inability to conceive a child is my fault. I went to the hospital for a gynecological examination. It was difficult for me to conceive a child. Maybe I won't have one in this life." Got it!"
Zhang Jiancheng's originally happy eyes suddenly became panicked. He touched her face with a panicked expression: "Are you sick? Where are you sick? I'll take you to the city..."
"I'm not sick!" Xiuxiu took his hand away: "I just can't get pregnant!"
"Why are you always talking about having a child?" Zhang Jiancheng looked solemn: "I'm only worried about whether you are sick. Tell me the truth!"
Xiuxiu said: "It's not a disease, it's just a cyst. It may go away on its own, or it may not go away, but it's in a bad location, making it difficult to conceive a child!"
Zhang Jiancheng frowned: "Then what?"
"I have to tell you, lest you regret it in the future. If you want to have a child of your own and want to marry someone else and give you a child... I won't object!"
"What nonsense are you talking about?" Zhang Jiancheng yelled and wanted to push her away, but he couldn't bear it. He just let go of her, took a step back and glared at her: "Feng Xiuxiu, you are talking nonsense to me again during the Chinese New Year. what!"
The family members all heard this and turned to look at them.
"It's okay! You continue to play!" Xiu Xiu waved to everyone, pulled Zhang Jiancheng aside and pressed against him, not daring to speak too loudly:
"I'm not talking nonsense! I originally wanted to hide it from you, but having a child is a matter for two people, and you must know it! You are already thirty-five, and the older you are, the less suitable you are to have a child!"
As she said that, Xiuxiu pulled his clothes and whispered: "You have been busy in the city for the past two years, but I haven't paid much attention to it. I can think about it. We have been together for seven years, and it is just the time when we are tired of each other. , I took up seven of your most powerful years, it’s not a loss…”
What is she talking about? Zhang Jiancheng experienced a suffocating feeling of emotional decline, and his face became a little ferocious with anger.
He pinched Xiu Xiu's chin and said in a deep voice: "I miss you every day more than I miss you as a newlywed. Are you tired of talking about the seven-year itch with me? Do you want to make me angry to death when you are celebrating the Chinese New Year?"